A pleasant young woman of similar mindset! She must be considered to be quite dear to those who know her for certain, and I can't wait to get to know her more.

Update: A kind woman who is still remarkably pleasant; she seems to have gone through her fair share of struggles. That of which I can hardly even imagine how it felt like. Though she had conversed with Fuyu and does not wholeheartedly agree with my actions, she seems to not scorn me for it. I intend to reach out to her as soon as possible to repay that kindness...it also appears that we are still friends, and for that I am most glad.

Update: A dear friend. She accepted my invitation for a talk even with everything involved, where we spoke upon what I had done, as I expected she may have asked about the topic. Admittedly, I wasn't certain how I would handle it, but I found myself doing exactly that - perhaps because I found it reasonable, and it wasn't difficult to discuss the matter even after facing everything. That being said, she continued to treat me as kindly as she had before, even if she still clearly had mixed feelings about what I had done, and regarded Ushirono as at least something like a friend. We discussed other matters as well, and it appears we both take dearly our own duties, among other matters. I feel that somehow I have grown closer to her, and I hope that all shall continue to go well in our future conversations.

Update: Lady Aerith was one of those who showed up with the others in order to save me from that palace. Knowing how kind she is, I feel as if I did expect her presence, even if I didn't feel that I deserved it. Still, it meant a lot to me that she went through the trouble, though I desperately hope that whatever horrors she went through did not inconvenience her much, even if I do doubt it would hamper her strength. She has already gone through so much, after all - still, everyone has their limits, and I hope she manages to rest herself adequately after this.

Update: It appears Lady Aerith has indeed a lot going on in her world; I know that she had to save it from dying, but it appears that there were other political and strange other aspects to contend with too. But, despite the worrying points, Aerith never wavered in that bright smile or good cheer. I know I had thought of her as strong before, but to me it seems that she's even more powerful than I might imagine.

Update: Aerith was one of those who had come to assist me in rescuing dearest Fray from the Palace. There is no doubt in my mind that she meant every word that she had said - offering encouragement deeply, yet soundly. I shall not forget her efforts...nor her presence. I hope to grant thanks to her soon enough - she has become an invaluable friend to me in all of this.

A young lady that has quite an amount of struggles participating in the job that she most certainly must love. I can only hope that I can be a beacon of light for her, and continue to understand her more.

Update: We seem to have bonded well, even continuing onwards from our initial discussion with one another. She seems to be the type to organize events with a lively persona matched by her true exuberance when she is in inspired to take action. I have also promised to train her so that she can be formidable in battle even with that...weapon that has been unfortunately assigned to her. Perhaps I can convince her someday to get a more sturdy stick...?

Update: I feel we have as of yet to truly know more about one another following even our initial conversation. All the same, she seems to have understood my intentions well, as well as made comparisons between our respective fields, so to speak. It appears that being an idol does have similarities with being a Knight in some ways. By her saying so, it feels as if I understood her better, even when I did accidentally stumble across something she had been meaning to hide. Still, I hope to get the chance to know her better.

Update: Having helped Ai set up what she did for the performance, I could not help but be amazed to witness the totality of her efforts. She forged ahead without wavering and even had others pitch in various ways to help shower Beauty across the city itself. In the end, I found her efforts to shine brightly in the face of all that has happened, admirable.

A nice and straight-forward young lady who takes care of a pet bunny, certainly showing that she has a caring heart. Indeed, there is no doubt that it is in good hands.

Update: We've spoken a couple of times since the weeks have gone by; though I do not know her very well still, she is at least a good companion and fun to play games with! She seems perturbed by how I acted during our racing challenge, but I took it in good cheer. I shall continue to show her the Beauty of my enthusiasm in life and appreciation of all that is beautiful!

Update: I have seen time and time again Aubrey's conviction to reaching hands out to others in order to raise them up. It almost seems as if her resolve grows ever stronger, and it shined truly and earnestly bright like a star while we traversed deep within Kirumi's Palace. I did not realize the depths of her strength of character until now, and to be honest... I have to admit that it moved me.

A Dark Knight of some kind. I am certain that he must be a good man, as he fights for a good cause, and he does interest me, though I believe there is much to discover about him. Including what lies obscured underneath that helmet...or maybe I am just a bit nosy.

Update: It's funny...I hadn't anticipated to bond so closely with Fray, nor learn what I had of him when I did. But, I am ever-so-grateful. We are like-minded and even though the matter of his existence is likely quite tangled for him from his own perspective - rightfully so - it feels as if a simple matter to consider him who he is, for the person that I have come to know him as. I must admit, I have grown quite fond of him too, and...I can only hope that he too will continue to feel very much the same as I have. There is much I plan to tell him, after all, and at the end of the day, I trust him with my life. With perhaps more than I can put into words, as well.

Update: I almost do not know where to begin. He is a man who still ardently pursued me in my time of need. A man who never wavered when it came to reaching his hand out to my tarnished soul, and still saw the Beauty within it. I felt completely unworthy of such kindness, even in my memories where I felt barely myself at all. I recall, feeling lost and angry with the feelings that had managed to well up inside of me. The darkness that threatened to turn me into something that felt like an imposter of what I had shown to him until this very point. I even expected that he would rightfully abandon me, but that is not what happened.

Instead, he continued onwards even daring to speak words of undying love and affection to me that I recall starkly. He was clear in his passion for me, and I feel that though I had not been entirely uncertain on what I felt for him, the moment he made it clear, I could not deny that is what made it clear in my own heart. That of which I had no name for but had been steadily building towards feeling at all. A feeling that makes me wonder still if that moment wherein he gave me that kiss was still real, if I am not still dreaming...that I have someone so dear to me by my side. But, as days pass on, I can be certain that it is true - I will even be departing for Eorzea when this all comes to an end. In the meanwhile I shall endeavor to learn as much as I can about my most adorable and sweet dearest one...including seeing what kind of hairstyles shall suit him best. He makes me feel loved and filled with great happiness; and I am confident I will be able to do the very same for him. I also hope to show him the various ways I have decided to still pursue Beauty, albeit slightly different than before.

Update: I had complete belief that I would be able to save my one and only from the clutches of that wretched God of Conflict's influence. But, being able to make it happen for certain was something that invoked a feeling of immense relief that felt all-encompassing when he was back in my arms. Even though the fight was nothing short than challenging, somehow in the end, I felt as if our already unbreakable bond had grown even stronger than before. And that no matter what awaits us, we shall face it fearlessly together, with mutual love and deep conviction in our hearts.

A man who talks roughly, and does remind me of a friend of mine. Though, I am certain all the same he too has a good heart.

Update: Izou is a man who is straight-forward and honest in the way he communicates with everyone, including myself. Though, there appears to be great internal challenges working underneath the surface, lie buried by the depth of his unrighteous fate at the hands of who thought they deserved to call themselves his allies. It seems complex, truthfully, but to be honest, it rankles. And I hope that I can at least be considered a good friend in his eyes, in light of it or no.

Update: He seems to have had quite a few troubling issues going on where he is concerned. Given his past, it resulted from what he experienced while he was living, and ultimately, how he was treated. Yet, despite everything, it seems that it all went well. I think we can now truly call ourselves good friends, given what we all went through to ensure his safety. Or at least, that is what I'd hope.

Update: Izou is nothing if not dedicated. I remember how twice now he had tried to bring me back to safety, even when I was not in a state to completely appreciate it. The depth of his compassion and kindness reached me deeply, enough for me to wonder if I would ever truly be worthy of such thought when I could not even properly thank him. It made it hard for me to imagine facing him should I even live through the ordeal. And on top of that...even after those two failed attempts, he still showed up in an attempt to bring me back. Me, of all people.

I have not forgotten what he did, the thoughtfulness he showed to me, and the gentleness that lies underneath that rough exterior. I will endeavor to show to him that I am worthy of those efforts that he gave. I shall also ensure to look out for him well, and to continue to show him the depths of my utmost respect. I also hope that...well, I am uncertain if that is any of my business, but all the same, I intend to be someone he can count on no matter the situation.

Update: Following the conclusion of what he and the others experienced at the Palace, he seemed concerned about my state and the potential consequences of myself walking the Path that I do. Which I remember keenly and attributed to his kindness - but it was appreciated. Moreover, I thought the fact that we could collaborate together to put together a potential incredible move to use in battle was another symbol of the trust that had been painstakingly cultivated between us. After all, I am also glad he has faith in my battle capability and judgment, even following my personal difficulties.

A cordial and very kind man. He has stated that he has experience in the medical field and I can easily believe it. I am also most certain that we are bound to continue to get along with one another!

Update: Jordi is still quite the kind man; he does have great doubts surrounding me following the entirety of the situation with my actions in regards to Ushirono's death, though it seems he hasn't yet decided whether or not he wishes to no longer be my friend. While I would prefer he would be, I did inform him it was up to him, though...I have doubts I can be as perfect as I must have been in his initial interactions. But, if I have failed in this, could it be that I have failed another of Idrila's trials? Still, I will endeavor to assist him until he no longer has need of my presence. I believe even if I may be unable to offer my companionship to him, I can offer him my lance.

Update: Admittedly, matters between us were not completely settled. Yet, I believe firmly in our hearts we decided that truly there was no desire for our bond to break. It is ironic, because I presumed I was ready to let go - I had done that before, time and time again. But, at the same time, I...I did not wish to lose him in any capacity, because I had already considered him a dear friend. When I saw that he was taken by the corruption, like Izou, I thought that perhaps there was hope, that it'd be the same way. But, I was wrong. I failed him, I failed...but even so, he died with a peaceful expression on his face. I can only hope his soul rests in peace.

A young lady with a strong work ethic. She may be the type of person who judges herself rather harshly before anyone else.

Update: Though I have yet to get to know her all that well, Miss Kirumi is a strong young woman with a powerful sense of duty in everything that she does. She is also a rather reliable individual who has no hesitation in acting. She also has shown that she can care about others, and assess situations rather intelligently!

Update: Miss Kirumi ended up being one of those who made a grand effort to come and retrieve me in my time of need. Perhaps I was being foolish in having not expecting her arrival, particularly since we have been getting to know each other slowly but surely. I am not truly certain what she may have seen in the entirety of the ongoings of the palace, but I do vaguely recall her words towards the end, and I believe her sentiments were genuine in that. Following the climax of that mess, she also seemed keen to attend what Miss Mafuyu has set up; I believe over time she has been slowly but surely opening up...and I hope that remains the case.

Update: I knew that that Kirumi has been dealt a difficult hand, particularly since her memories were ones that troubled her. All the while, she was doing her best during the entirety of that week - wherein she struggled with those revelations in her heart. She must have pondered deeply upon them again and again as time kept passing onwards. She said as much. But...even I could not anticipate what was to be revealed at the end of it all; indeed, she had quite a troubling past that was at first admittedly difficult for me to accept in terms of some matters. I took the time to ruminate upon them, though, because even if elements of it initially concerned me in differing respects than I feel might have been with the others, more pieces came into play...and, I realized that above all she was my friend. A dear friend who was trying her hardest to make a new life even if the guilt threatened to swallow her up - from a role that was forced upon her, a life, even that she did not even want. I hope to be able to support her continuously and ardently in the future.

Update: Seeing Kirumi rise to the challenge to help save Fray from the Palace was a little surprising given that I am certain that she had yet to settle into her new path, but all the same it was a pleasant surprise. I cannot forget that she lent a hand, and...I should see to it that she is doing well - alongside a proper expression of gratitude. I have wondered what she will be doing once this all ends, after all.

A rough young woman, though it appears we managed to reach an understanding, and being straight-forward is always a radiant quality. I am also certain that we're bound to become good friends!

Update: She is very incensed with me, I see. Though, it appears that she seems to strangely have taken great offense that I would not be convinced of her being a monster comparable to Ushirono at all in any situation whatsoever. She does at times remind me of a friend of mine, with her crass nature, but I doubt we get along well. Still, I have decided to look out for her, though I plan to never tell her that because I'm certain she would attempt to end my life where I stand.

Update: It seems I had misjudged her. Indeed, at times she reminds me of a friend that I know...and now I understand her further, I believe. In that she must certainly care deeply about other people, but she loathes to make it clear. It paints into further perspective her reaction at the meeting I had put together. She must have been so worried that it manifested as anger as well. I hope that someday I am able to truly prove to her that I am worthy of her friendship.

Update: ...I remember when Maika dared to follow me after that meeting went horribly sideways - at least, from my point of view. I remember well the state of mine then - not exactly a pleasant thing. I was laced with grief from Jordi's murder, and must have been feeling acutely the feelings of that wretched, ugly darkness that had been brought up from the surface in my heart for all to see. Though fortunately I was never artful when it came to employing insults, because otherwise I am certain I would have tarnished whatever budding friendship we would have had. Maika seemed to recognize that as well, and even following that incident, came after me. She is indeed someone who seemed to hold our friendship in high esteem, and in her own way shows her gentleness with a brusqueness that is uniquely herself. I shall never forget it.

Update: It seems Maika has been through quite a bit in her life. Just hearing about that which she has, even vaguely, has made me certain that it is how she's managed to become strong despite the intensity of her memories. And, ahem...unfortunate company. But, when I saw her on the cliffs with the sheep in that afternoon-like light, I thought to myself that she seemed as she always was. Yet, I feel like I understood her better somehow in a way that cannot be communicated in human language.

A military man who is also apparently familiar with certain kinds of technology. He is rather serious, but elegant; I imagine that he has a rich history, though there is still time to find out!

Update: A man who was one of those who criticized me for my actions. He still remains as serious and admirably dedicated to performing to the best of his ability no matter what kind of situation he is in. I can't help but keep thinking back on his reaction at the meeting...he seemed to like the idea that Idrila's Knights uphold their stance with "power", and while I did not wholly disagree, I did not entirely like it. That being said, I do believe he is still cordial enough, pleasant, and reliable. I would like to know more about him.

Update: We've both had the opportunity to be in the same run through two palaces, even if the outcome of both of them has varied wildly different from the other. All the same, he has shown himself to be rather, I would say, determined to see things through, and is quite capable of strategizing, and doing what needs to be done. At the end of the day he is an efficient man, though he appears to have a fondness for acting, and I think he's starting to potentially open up to others more as well. We may also share an one similarity or two than I thought. I wonder if he too was as surprised as I am? But, in the end, I believe this means we have a chance to know one another more.

Update: At times, it feels like so much is happening that I find that certain matters or aspects slipping through my fingers like grains of sand. I think back to when that meeting happened, when I was directing my attentions towards Joshua - single-minded because of what happened, of my poor state of mind - and he mentioned something in particular that I have been wondering about for awhile now. At that time, I had pondered about it greatly, as well as recalled immediately when he arrived in such an unfortunate state, but had no opportunity to press upon it. Then, there was what happened over the network as well, about a close call with Izou; but everything seems to be resolved, is it not? I would not know, and when I have the chance I will look into it properly, on my own. But even more importantly, he came with the others to save me and risked his life. I am truly thankful for that, and I do feel as if we have managed to bond closer because of it. In all honesty, I have no idea to repay my gratitude, but I know he is a man that does not do something like this because of simply obligation.

Yet, even if I am not ungrateful, I feel as if I am missing something. Maybe because I do recall something else as well - bits and pieces of intense expressions that felt like it resonated, as well as make me wish to understand and know more. But, perhaps that is simply not meant to be and we will not comprehend one another. Yet in the end, I am at least certain we are on good terms, even if it feels like matters are still uncertain. Even so, by Idrila's grace, I shall be content with that at the moment.

Update: As the days go on, McGillis has down well in showing how his unique perspective seems to still make me give pause. Yet, even while some of what he said sounded a bit disconcerting while we were doing our best to rescue our mutual friend, Miss Kirumi, there was no doubt in my heart that he cared. And I believe that makes all the difference - it seems he has truly come quite far, as well. I doubt he could deny it at this point.

Update: It seems that McGillis has had a far more troubled and fraught past than I initially anticipated. After all, the man has more or less gone some very disturbing events that I cannot or will not ever speak of in the presence of anyone else. It grants context to some of his potential words I believe have even been spoken upon the network. And it's a little complicated, but I feel as if...matters have truly changed for him - that he has learned to gain those who can be trustworthy. Who care for him, as I had pointed out during Celeste's event - and I hope that continues to remain the case. Whatever the case, if he ever needs help on his new, far more bright path as a companion, I shall gladly lend it.

Update: It appears that I misunderstood the depths of McGillis' comradery - and it made me realize that, more than anything...that he has truly embraced being a supportive, dear friend. From the time he spent in my Palace, to Kirumi's, Celeste's, other interactions, and finally my own, I have seen flashes of the strength of the depth of his bonds. And, even now, what he said in the midst of Fray's moved me. I would like the chance to discuss what I can with him...there is a lot that I feel that is unsaid. And, I'd like to greatly express my gratitude.

A young lady who has gone through quite a lot! I shall endeavor to watch over her so that the rest of this is at least easier than what she must have gone through before.

Update: Lady Maizono has shown herself to be quite a devoted hard-worker, pushing ardently through adversity time and time again. Though I have worries about the situation and how much it will effect as it continues to become far more grave. Despite everything and despite all that has happened, however, we have been able to continuously work together. I hope that we will continue to manage that.

Update: I remember when we happened to have the opportunity to speak again, matters between us were...a little awkward, to say the least. I was not oblivious of how she reacted last time I saw her - when she had run off at the mere sight of me upon hearing what I had done. I expected her to hate me, or perhaps simply decide I was not worth the trouble - though she ended up conveying to me that she had a dissenting opinion, she did not seem to dislike me as a person. I was content with that; after all, at the least it meant we could potentially start over as friends. Though, it seems it was not something like "starting over" that happened at all. Rather, she made it clear that we remained as friends in the first place - a sentiment that touched my heart so beautifully that the relief that hit me surprised even more. I suppose I was not being honest with how much I feared the worst; foolish, but it is what it is.

...Even further still, She was one of those who went through the trouble to rescue me in my time of need. It is doubtless she faced innumerable trials, and despite learning the grim truth that lie hidden underneath which I perceived to be a veil leading to an even uglier picture, she seemed ready to stand by me. Knowing this is enough to make me at a loss for words, because I cannot thank her enough. And it amazes me, knowing how much she has grown in taking the actions that she did. Perhaps she has even become a stronger person than I am. That being said, I do hope we are able to learn more about one another as well.

Update: I've learned quite a great deal about Sayaka recently, including the circumstances of her past as well as those difficulties she had faced day in and day out. There is no doubt in my mind that she is someone who gave it her all even when she was granted hardly any support. The horrors she faced were nothing to scoff at, either, and the decision she made was one made under duress even if it was one she ultimately endeavored to own her responsibility for. I cannot help but see her as someone incredibly strong in the face of all these things. And, in the end, her commitment to forging ahead with a new path, to become an even better person than this is what I would call the embodiment of Beauty.

Update: Hearing Sayaka's mutual words of determination to rescue dear Fray made me all the grateful for them. Though what I could not anticipate was what she had said afterwords - in that she called me a member of her family. A dear brother. Even so, it was a welcome surprise, one that resonated in my heart, as I reached out to grasp a hold of this feeling tightly within my own hands. I found myself feeling the same as her...that she was a member of my family now. And grateful, that she too had a part in rescuing and bringing Fray back to me. I look forward to seeing what the future holds in store for our interactions - as family.

An impetuous young woman. It is best for her sake, and my own, that we do not cross paths again.

Update: She had my bike and charged an unruly amount for it; while I did not mind as I have taken an oath of poverty, I do wonder how unscrupulous she is on the regular.

A quiet, yet thoughtful young lady. I would say that she's the type of person to have quite a brilliant mind. It seems we are also of the same line of thought as well!

Update: We have fought together a myriad of times now, throughout a certain amount of Palaces, and ever since we managed to emerge victorious from Izou's Palace I feel even starting from there our bonds have grown deeper. Yet, I witnessed signs that she struggled with other elements of her past while we were in Atem's. But, I did not waver in extending a hand to her. After all, I am a man of my words; I feared not her being, and together I was glad to be able to pull her through the pain that was brought upon her.

Update: Sunrise's society seems to be a slightly peculiar one - and one in which I have wondered if she ever truly found herself fitting into. Not only because I recalled in the dreamscape the way the people seemed to find outsiders hardly welcoming, but because of her own experiences. Still, in this place, in this city...I can only hope she remembers well that people are willing to accept her for who she is. Including myself.

Update: It was a relief to battle by the side of another familiar face - though, even if I had not a chance to spare a single word to her, Sunrise's appearance was also very much appreciated. I've come to realize that she's someone I shall never cease to see as reliable, and I am glad she helped in bringing my dear Fray back to me.

A kind young woman who is surrounded by caring friends back home. Though she is someone I have come to yet not know all that well, I don't doubt the warmth that exudes from her in our interactions. I hope that we have the opportunity to talk with each other more.

Update: It had been quite awhile since I had last spoken with her, so please do imagine my surprise when I learned that she was one of those who had shown up to save me from the clutches of my fears, sorrow, despair...among other things that must had grown to insurmountable amounts. I do not know what horrors she witnessed in there in its entirety, but she came out seeming truly as just herself. Happy and bright all the while. While it surprised me, it reassured me, and it seems that she had no trouble reassuring me later on as well.

A quiet young man who I have just had the chance to know even more as time goes on. It appears the both of us had a similar connection, though that doesn't appear to have deterred him from reaching out in the slightest despite his neutral stance on my actions. He seems like a reasonable man and I hope to understand him more.

Update: A quiet and stoic man who I firmly believe assisted in helping keep our group together as we progressed deep within Izou's Palace. He seemed to have his head on his shoulders well, and proved himself to be a reliable companion. While there is still I have much to learn about him personally, I cannot help but think of him in a bright light since then - indeed, he must be a man who has a caring heart.

Update: He is a man who has experienced quite a myriad trials - many than what I could have ever even dared to imagine. Yi Sang still remains strong in the face of them, in the face of such grand loss...I cannot help but understand that much even if the situations we have both faced are completely and entirely different from one another. Though, even so, I remain concerned about his state of mind. I believe it only natural, considering what he went through. But for now, I shall remain unequivocal in my support - he has lost so much, that even if his resolve is strong, he will need those ready to stand by his side once more. And even if he hadn't, our bonds have grown stronger now...most definitely so.

Update: Yi Sang's appearance in the midst of that fray was nothing less than notable - a man of few words, his presence proved valuable in assisting bring my dearest Fray back to me. Though, following that, and my desire to express my gratitude for his assistance, I had intended on voicing my concerns, just to ensure that all was truly well with his situation. I trust that the man, when speaking to me, was honest in every single bit of the word - that the grief he carried did not weigh him down, and that the contract he had did not mean he had felt entrapped. Rather, the way he handled his grief reminded me of the way I did my own, and that road he followed was one he did so ardently, with a desire to express his sincere gratitude. Yet, all the same, I thought it could not hurt to remind him of the fact that there was a dear friend who would provide him support when he thought he needed it - or when it clear it was needed. After all, that is simply how I am, though it feels ultimately I had understood him better than before - and I have a feeling it was the same in regards to how he may understand myself as well.

A rather foul-tongued young man. He is straight-forward, yet he clearly holds a heart that seems akin to my own. He is rather energetic, and has shown himself to be quite reliable in battle. I look forward to our continued conversations in the future, as I imagine I will be allowed the opportunity to learn more.

Update: Though I have had yet to speak to him as of late, I so happened to have stumbled upon his memory wherein he was struggling with a loss of incredible and grand magnitude. Even with his circumstances in mind, I did my best to support him as I am certain he would wish to support me, as a good friend. I hope he can at least continue to move onwards without that weight holding too heavily in his heart...and yet, should he feel that he is about to stumble, I shall be there to support him in a heartbeat.

Admittedly, I don't believe this man likes me much and I was not entirely pleased for the way he came at me with some of his criticisms. All the same, I feel grateful that he said what he had without mincing words at times, as it put some matters into perspective, as well as shown how foolish I was in handling certain matters before the meeting. Ending up having someone clean up my mess was a mistake I shall endeavor to never repeat.

Update: A man who, along with others, decided to come and try to rescue me. To be honest, I still don't even know why he even bothered. I don't think I understand him at all, and sometimes that frustrates me. But, on the other hand, I do wish to be his friend, and I feel that in my heart that somehow something like that has been achieved. Though, I can't imagine that he'll go ahead and readily admit that aloud. Still, I am grateful for Aaron, and I wish to bond more with him. As well as figure out whether or not he'll be able to play the ocarina better than me...even if I am still realistically still terrible at it, I have a feeling he'll still be far worse. Hah.

Update: A man who has deeper secrets that I might have initially imagined, Aaron has a weight on his shoulders that I doubt I could fathom. It also seems from what I could tell, even without knowing much about the situation, that others were willing to use his state of being for their own ends. I have not a clue why they would dare do this, but I did not imagine it was for good. Still, I am glad he seems to have a friend in need, and now...it is without a doubt that I too consider him a dear friend. I hope he understands that too. And if not, I will happily make it clear.

Update: After everything, I figure that I should probably take the chance to grant my thanks to Aaron. Though, with that said, I have a feeling I have been forgetting something...perhaps I shall remember it when we have the chance to speak again. Either way, his appearance at Fray's Palace has been ultimately appreciated, and sincerely remembered. As well as his, ahem, encouragement.

A young man who is one of those that has a habit of using crass language. There are times wherein he genuinely grates on my nerves, though I imagine that is because his attempts to do so are purposeful due to my actions. All the same, I know he is quite kind, even if we will not ever see eye to eye.

Update: ...Even if it was not exactly something I would recommend, he assisted Izou in pursuing me. Twice now. I had not known that even if he was angry at me for my actions that he cared to such an extent. It is unwise, though all the same, he always has thought with his heart first and foremost.

Update: It seems somehow we have managed to become friends - before, I had still harbored feelings of uncertainty, and admittedly, unlike with the others...I felt something like residual unfair bitterness about his treatment of me. And even later, when he initially chased me down with Izou, until I realized he truly cared. Even if he had reason to very much question my actions, and I was merely being selfish. Still, I should have realized that I was also blind as well to some matters, but I cannot deny that he must have went through quite a lot in order to help rescue me. I wish he needn't have suffered, like the others, but I am grateful nonetheless. I am in his debt, and I realize he is truly a precious friend that I have begun to get to know, even now. And I hope I have the opportunity to learn more.

Update: A young man who seems to have gone through quite a lot more than I anticipated; though I had a feeling he had his own struggles, I firmly believe I had not grasped the depths of them until now. It worried me greatly seeing him in the condition that he was, though all the same, Eli ended up who he was due to those looking after him. A fact which sustained me with great relief, above all else. That being said, I do plan to speak with him regarding the incident to be sure seeing all of those memories did not make him relive that suffering in some way...

Update: We took the chance to speak following the end of that dreamscape; it seems that even if he were afflicted by nightmares, it didn't have any unfortunate lasting effects beyond that. Which, was still worrying enough, and reminded me to get rid of that creature causing this mess soon enough. Though, as we spoke on matters concerning our current situation, I took a moment to realize that through the months we were all so very fortunate that we managed to make the bonds that we did. And all the while, I also enjoyed a meal with someone I have come to consider a precious and dear friend.

Miss Mafuyu is quite a kind young woman. She has quite the noble light in her life, assisting her friends with a goal that can only be truly representative of Beauty! She has shown also a fierce determination in the face of danger that can only be described as blindingly radiant. I hope we have the opportunity to know more about one another.

Update: Miss Mafuyu endeavored to rescue me alongside the others, doing her best to ensure that I came out of that predicament alive. I cannot stress how thankful I am for her efforts, though it has not gone past my notice that she suffered great wounds, even if she reassured me that she received proper attention from her dear ones, it worries me even still. I shall be on the lookout for her...there may be far more damage to her psyche done that she is able to perceive at the time...and I will never forgive myself if I am inattentive in this matter.

Update: It appears that Miss Mafuyu has endured quite an innumerable amount of trials and tribulations, given what has happened in her life. I remember keenly the words being spoken to her at that time by her own Mother from those memories. It is not a life I would wish upon anyone. Yet, even so, her inner strength and desire to rise above all of that shown with her extending a hand out to us so we could all pull her through the difficulties of that wretched Palace. And I am so glad to have been able to help her when she needed it most.

Update: Following rescuing her from the clutches of the darkness of her own heart - and I firmly believe it was her own mother as well - we entered into Atem's Palace, and I recognize that despite everything that happened to her, she still worked hard. Not much time had passed since then, and I found the determination as well as her resolve to be incredible. Then, there is the fact she daringly tried to assist me in that moment when I was ensnared deeply within fear. I could not forget that, not at all. It seems I still have more to remain grateful for her, even if it did take more than her words to break me free from the illusion.

Update: It was a pleasant surprise to suddenly learned that Miss Mafuyu and Lady Aerith had gone through the trouble to arrange such a large event. One in which many could truly find joy in what they were doing by bonding with one another in silly games. I shall not forget the thoughtfulness both of them had placed in paying for everyone to fun spending time in each other's company. Sometimes, it is truly the little things that are the most beautiful.

Update: A young lady who remains kind to the end...perhaps I should not have been surprised that she made her appearance to help in rescuing my dear Fray. Though, all the same, I haven't forgotten her presence...nor her words that were at one point filled with an incredible emotion that spoke volumes.

It seems we're bound to continue clashing with each other. It is not as if I hate him, though I wonder why is it he seems to have made it his mission to grate on the nerves of others. Or perhaps that is simply only my point of view.

Update: It seems that there is more going on to him than clear. Something about it all still aggravates me, and it does still rub me the wrong way. Yet, I feel as if that it needn't stay that way...or perhaps it will - though that is not my wish. I do intend to go on that adventure with him soon enough, so we shall discover that in earnest at that time.

Update: As we've fought more and more battles together, I feel as if I gain a deeper insight into who he is even more than before. Beyond, of course, the fact that we're able to actually work together without matters go awry. It appears that he truly has a caring heart of his own...even if it seems he does like to cause quite a stir. That, I feel, shall not change.

Update: Post-Bonds conversation

He appears to be a vampire, which I believe may in fact be the first I have heard about in my travels - though even so, he is as kind and thoughtful as any normal human being or individual. At times I believe we happen to think alike in our approach towards matters, or perhaps I assumed as much since we both thought of the idea to throw shoes in Izou's palace, haha! Ahem, anyway, I firmly believe we have started off quite well, bonding together with our mutual appreciation of all things beautiful, and I plan to tell him whatever I can about being a Knight of Beauty in general. That said, he also seems to have quite the playful side! It is enjoyable seeing him use it on our mutual friends.

Update: I learned a great deal about Céleste in particular following Izou's palace, keeping in mind what he has told me about his "family" and wondering at the difficulties he may face as being one of the only remnants of his original family left. Even if, for certain, time seems to have given him the ability to truly move on from the emotional repercussions of that, I do occasionally wonder if there are distant regrets. I had lost my own family long ago and even if I have come to terms with that, I feel the pain as if it were yesterday...but perhaps I merely project. Whatever the case, the man has shown that he cares deeply, and I do like that he shows no hesitation in protecting those close to him. He's an intelligent man and truly worthy of my respect. Not to mention, he is one of those who came to rescue me post-haste, and though I have a distinct feeling that he caused quite a bit of trouble, I do not fault him for it. I trust him deeply, and do feel grateful for his actions. I hope that he will never lose that playful side of his, either.

Updates: It seems that we were all suddenly in the midst of Céleste's personal struggles in a blink of an eye, just like how we were with Joshua and Soujuurou's not that long ago. Though it wasn't as extensive as a Palace, seeing those glimpses of portions about him indicated troubles that ran deep and intricate. Knowing he has lived a long time, it makes sense that he would have matters that weighed deeply upon his heart. Even so, it gladdens me to report that I was able to assist in freeing him from such a state. It was certainly a group effort, though this has given me even more faith about our successes so far...and I am certain Céleste will feel ever even more free to reach out for that which makes his heart sing wonderfully.

Update: Céleste has always been so unfailingly kind, ready to provide words in a moment's notice to remind me of the fact that I had not been alone when it came to Fray's sudden situation courtesy of the God of Conflict. They had not been forgotten, and neither had his participation in rescuing him from his Palace. I believe I have much to be appreciative for indeed.

A man who I discussed his riddle with over the network. He attended the funeral of Jordi even if he did not know him well. He also handed over clothing that belonged to me, which was a kind action on its own. He seemed to hold regret for his inability to be present or do much as of late, and I assured him it was not due to any fault of his own. Truly, he has a kind and considerate heart.

Update: After witnessing all that I had of his internal struggles, I feel as if I naturally came to understand him a bit more. As someone I knew little of before, it was inevitable that he'd be someone I had not any previous knowledge on what he was going through. But, in the end, I am most happy to say that despite what difficulties that Palace may have put us through, I could never think of him as anything other than a good friend. As a person who essentially did his best, who never wished at his core to be alone, I am also glad that I could be there to assist him in his time of need.

Update: In the midst of that event with Celeste, I found myself working hard with him trying to figure out a way to deal with the ribbons even if I ... ended up making quite the grand mistake. Though, I appreciated that we gave it our all despite everything - and I remember when he shouted to get everyone's attention so that we could try to figure out other ways to free my friend from his current state. His efforts and his strength of character in the midst of that chaos made me appreciate him even more.

A young man who I still know so little of, but I distinctly recall showing up to try his best to rescue Jordi. We worked well together then and I had hoped to get to know him well; but to no avail...until next time he was suddenly doing his best to rescue me. And that was to my great surprise, as I still knew hardly much of this Richard - but he stood unflinching in the face of danger, with great peril to his body and mind, like the others. To the point of collaspe...I have yet to express to him my proper apologies and repent properly for the harm that I have allowed to come to him. Yet, all the same...I am truly thankful.

Update: A man who I still have yet to truly know, and yet...I feel as if I have twice to appreciate him for in regards to his actions. I must take the time to seek him out and speak with him at the soonest chance, because now he has not only assisted myself, but my dearest one as well.

A mysterious lady who I first earnestly spoke with when we mutually went to assist Miss Kirumi. Though I don't know much about her, she seems rather thoughtful, and seems like she would have a unique perspective based upon her experiences. During the game, we even engaged in conversation about our respective places and our adjustment period to the city. I'm certain we'll be able to get to know each other more as time passed on.

Update: I still know little about her in earnest...but the fact that she arrived to help out was monumental. Whatever her reasons, I haven't forgotten that she's done well in lending a hand.

An interesting man who seems quite intrigued when we spoke of knights - specifically the Knights of Beauty. I cannot blame him, considering everything. He seems to also have had his own difficulties early in life. But, because of how pleasant he is in conversation, I am most happy that all has gone well.

Update: Admittedly, I still have little idea about much about this man. But, having seen him in battle, I am rather certain of his bravery and valor, which is rather notable given that I believe he has just arrived. I hope to have the opportunity to know him a little better.